Sunday, 8 February 2009
You leave me full of hatred when u talk to me.....why? What have I done.......Do you know how much I want to trust what you say but I can't? Because I've tried too many times, and each times it ends with a sorry and a hug, but why do they always come from me? Why should I be the one saying sorry when YOU are the one hurting me, when YOU are the one who makes me cry every night? I want to trust you......but how can I? How can I know that this won't end the same way it always does? Well I tell you.....because I know it WILL. I may have seemed to forgive you yesterday, but when I got home, the burning feeling came back again and I asked myself, "Why? Why did I hug her? " As much as I want to forgive you and make friends again, I can't sacrifice my life, fun and soul again. Even
he doesn't you're being fair.....He's like me, we both don't know what's gotten into you.....We want the OLD you back...... :(
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