Friday, 11 December 2009
yes ok. im postinng again. and i dont know why.
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looking back at what i wrote.
i cant believe i did that.
i miss you more than you can imagine.
i did something wrong.
and that something is coming back and biting me in the ass
you have no idea how much i regret doing what i did.
still love you
x
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6:05 pm
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hello peeps.
i am bored.
what about you?
im posting so that sherise has something to read.
there you go sher:)
this is how you draw:
a clown: :O)
boobs: (.)(.)
a plaster : ( ̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅ ̲̅]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅ )
harry potter: ~:)
thats all i know. imma go learn new ones.
byebye:)
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5:56 pm
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Sunday, 13 September 2009
HAI GUYS. I know i havent posted for ages :P lame huh. ZOMG ME AND TIARA WERE BEING PERVERTED LIKE LAST WEEEK BUT IT WAS SOOOO FUNNY XDDDDDDDDD poor sher. We rly pissed her off. Mwa hahahahaha >:) LOVEYOUSHER XDDDDDD oh and you too tiara...i think ;) LOL IM JK. LOVEYOU TIIIII. XP bum-buddy-bum-bump. bleh. so bored. ME AND TIARA ARE RECORDING OUR STORYY XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD lol that was random. ooooooo i like this font. OK HELLO NEW FONT. I LIKE YOU :)))))) sorry XD
Im stuck here without a life boat and im just falling deeper and deeper in love. You have no idea how hard my heart beats when im next to you. My heads going crazy and im stuck here in a whirlpool but i dont care cuz i you're still there watching me drown in your eyes. It's crazy for me to love you. You're hot as fire but your heart is cold as ice. I think i'll just melt here on the pavement and watch you forever. But when it gets late and i see you take her home and kiss her, I'll shed a tear and know that you could never love me. I dont know what I would do if i couldnt see your face for a day, for a week not to say a month and i cant even think about a year. I'm always thinking about you, but maybe it's just lost hope. Maybe i should just let you go. Maybe i should just block out my heart. I should've known better. Never love anyone if you want to keep your sanity. Goodbye. I'll just keep on hoping.
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10:43 am
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Friday, 5 June 2009
there is nothing to forgive...i was never mad at youu.....i just never liked youu.
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4:06 pm
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Thursday, 4 June 2009
Jesus girl...if i had ANY idea of what you were capable of....i would never have become your friend. You're just so insecure....one minute you are my friend...and we're like BFFz...and the next...we're just falling apart. I can't believe it could hurt so much. Please..stop the pain. Just go. I dont want a friend like youu. Just go and leave me alone. Stop breaking my heart....let me live...and i'll let you be happy. she was right....you are a b****.....i cant believe u've become like this. i cant believe ive become like YOU. i mean...tht's just sick. thts just COMPLETELY sick. i dont want to be like you. godd. tht's it. stay away from me. piss off. ignore me. pretend im not there. i dont care what you do, just...stop. ok? stop. stop annoyiong me. stop saying we're best friends. stop saying that we'll always be there for each other. cuz we're not...so yea. i just thought u shud know tht im not gonna be there for you anymore. i dont see the point rly. i mean...dude. i dont even want to give you another chance. cuz its just a frikkin waste of TIME. i could be having fun, i could be living my life like any normal kid. and yet, im stuck with YOU. a stupid, show-off, b**** of a ba*****. PISS OFF.
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7:37 pm
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Tuesday, 26 May 2009
continued from the last one....///
i always thought you were gonna be there for me, but i guess im proven wrong. I can't stand looking at us drift apart so im just gonna end it right now....im rly sry if this hurts u. but i rly dont want to get hurt anymore. i never believed in friendship or love before you came. but i guess.. now i just kinda lost all my hope. its just going back into tht boring bleary world. i dont like it, never did, never will. but in the colourful world tht im living in now just gives me too much pain. and thx, but i dont want tht. so...yea. its just a quick end. it'll be so much better for both of us. im sorry tht i kinda ignored u and ditched u and stuff. but i was trying to make it better for both of us. if we just drift apart it'll hurt less. im so sorry...i dont want it to be like this, but i guess its fate.............sry xxx.
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7:40 pm
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look, i dont want anything to do with u anymore...so dont come finding me and say i've ditched u and tht we're still in any kind of relationship....cuz there never was a "we", imy and everything we had but it turns out tht this whole thing was never rly meant to be.....
